(a couple of) Weeks in hell

So the past couples of weeks have been hell!!! My weeks of hell started off just as any other week did, I got ready for school, went to school, but then something wierd happened. Me and my sister got checked out right at the beginning of school. This never happens because my mom would never check us out like that, and she didn't our g-ma did. We got to our grandma's house and I'll never forget what she told us. She said "kids... Billy got in a car accident this morning and died..". Naturally I didn't think of my brother first off because she has a neighbor named Billy so i thought it was her but then i thought harder and it was my brother. Billy had built stuff for people i don't exactly know what you would call that i guess construction work but whatever. He was on his way to work and for some reason he swerved off the road hit 3 mailboxes then swerved to the other side and flipped. Somewhere during this his arm came off. Very gruesome. We never saw this coming so long story short we went to his funeral and at the funeral my sister Laura started hyperventilating in the parking lot and that was the worst thing I ever saw in my life I thought she was dieing. She got better though. I don't mean to sound like I don't care about my brother I just don't like talking about it because I still ain't over it yet. I hardly knew him really. It was really crazy because when we got home everybody was sayin' "I'm so SORRY" and I was like ANYWAY, the week after the week he died we find out that someone else died that we knew from a heartattack and stroke but he wasn't in our family. so my life pretty much sucks right now. But whatever it's gettin better I guess.

Famous People, cant live with em, cant live without em

Most have heard about chris brown a.k.a the idiot that beat up Rihanna, now im not the biggest fan of either one of em but they do make good music but regardless, chris brown ought to be ashamed of himself for doin something like beatin a woman. Thats sick! and weak! he deserves whatever is comin to him and somethin should happen to him like jail cuz anybody else would get jailtime so so should he. Anyway, the RUMOR is that she gave him an STD which is NOT true (why does everybody immediately think of sex when stuff like this happens??). What really happened was that Leona Lewis texted him and i guess she wanted to get with him or somethin and Rihanna got mad and thats when the crap hit the wall. What really pisses me off though is that people are actually taking up for him just cuz he turned himself in.. uh so what people, he still beat a freaking woman if anything he could've given her an STD! and yeah i no he was on the Tyra show talking about how he saw his mom get beat up but still its wrong he still BEAT a woman and turning himself in doesnt make it any better. Most people dont know what they are talking about they just like his music but you cant do something like that and expect to get a slap on the wrist. i think chris brown should face some jailtime or SERIOUS therapy cuz anybody who does stuff like that needs it before it gets even worse.

American Freakin Idol is my life!

I love American Idol so much it's the perfect way to start out a career in the music industry, and its probably the easiest. I do a little bit of singin myself... in my room i've never actually sung in front of anybody before. Kind of bad i no seeing as i want to be a rockstar someday ha but i figured it out i just want to sing in front of important people like the judges. I sound good in my head and when my voice echoes back to me it sounds good but i dont no if that counts for anything though. oh well, i'll find out soon enough, as for simon im not nervous about meeting him i kind of like simon cuz he doesnt tell you what you want to hear he tells it like it is and i like people like that. OH, and i really like the new judge Kara DioGuardi she is fantastic ha when she went off on the "Bikini Girl" (she wasnt that bad herself) i was like :O OHHHHHHHH KARA!!!! if they are trying to boost their ratings they certainly are on the right track. Paula, Oh Paula she's nice and everything but shes just so crazy but who cares she's funny i enjoy Paula. Randy! Your cool dawg your cool i like you haha. For the future of this american idol season i predict that Kara and Simon will get into it, Paula will try to kiss Kara again while Randy sits by and says thats cool dawg thats cool. jk haha but that would be weird if that happened. PEACE!

Ahhhhh

so my sister is moving a house out behind my house which is fantastic cuz i schmukin love my sister and her kids! ok well i am pretty sure they are still moving out here cuz the dudes that work the bull dozer put the dirt kind of in our yard but its not as bad as it sounds. Anyway i really REALLY hope they move out here because she has been through a lot such as her husband abusing her and thats enough in itself but dude is freakin crazy and i hate his guts with a passion i would not care if he caught on fire right in front of me and that is no exageration but whatever its all good now and that was in the past and they're divorced now so its cool! but anyway its weird cuz everytime they go to get a trailer something comes up like the first trailer they found was friggin awesome but the dude lied to them and told them they were approved when the wasn't. Now they had found another trailer and already cleared land out behind my house and everything and got the gravel and stuff, but then the house note went up to $800 so they couldn't pay that and now they are lookin for ANOTHER house so i'm hopein nothin screws up this time. She said eventually they are goin to put a house back there it's just a matter of what house they can find that they can afford and nobody lies to them again. Im just ready for it to happen cuz as i said i love my nieces and nephues they are crazy i especially love my lil niece abby shes my baby she 7 and shes the sweetest little girl you can find. They all are my favorite family members everytime we get together we do somethin crazy and i no its kind of wierd hangin out with little kids but i like little kids they're fun i guess its cuz i have a big imagination (i get that from my mom me and her are most alike ha) but whatever my whole family is pretty much hilarious as you can tell cuz i know you've laughted your butt off readin my other blogs (im kind of addicted to this thing now this is my third blog today i really got a problem). Anyway i cant think of anything else to put so im gone. peace out.

move over sadam housain cuz its STEPHEN FOWLER BOM BOM BOM

So i think by now pretty much the whole world knows STEPHEN FOWLER BOM BOM BOM!!! a.k.a the man that set the world record for pissing a whole country off in just 40 minutes WOOO CONGRADULATIONS america hates you! for people that dont know stephen FOWLer was recently on the show "Wife Swap" . Stephen's family the FOWLers (kind of makes sese dont it??) got a "redneck" (sarcasm) named.. um i forgot her name while the "rednecks" family got Renee FOWLer. Renee wasnt really that bad actually not compared to that man she calls a husband.. before i get to into this let me just clear up that Stephen FOWLer is not a man he is god (sarcasm).. Anyway to sum the whole shabang up Stephen FOWLer called the poor woman that was just trying to help: 1. A redneck 2.fat 3. uneducated and 4. an unfit mother other people Stephen FOWLer insulted include the following: the army, people in the army, peoples loved ones in the army, "stupid" people, America, Britain (which is retarded cuz he's freakin british), and many MANY more if you want to see the whole list of people and places go to http://www.stephenfowlersucks.com/ and you will see them. Also you have got to read what it says under the "Best Stephen FOWLer Letter I Have Read So Far" it is bangin. When i read it i was like YEAH!! GO DUDE. now to end this im going to say 4 words Stephen FOWler is satan. PEACE OUT!